standalone poem

lightning man

In the locker rooms
the floor fills up to the ankles
with water. Reflecting
light around his face
and his scar. I watch
myself by seeing
him glance
at me: twenty-four
by the poolside
of our third home
rental, 5 p.m. after
reading David
Means and that lightning
story not knowing if
there would be anything
left between me and my
family, if this house
flooded too. I can almost
smell smoked
leaves and skin
I could never
undress myself from.
I wonder if in that moment
he looks past
this pupil
free form. Nothing
from the start.
I’ll see you tomorrow.
All I can say with vision.