When the self pulls away, it brings pieces of itself along with it and it as well becomes a piece. A kind of bulb, that can be hung or lit on the opposite tree. The skin follows but not just yet. It’s important. When the dry months start up, that’s when that bulb blossoms, the fragment does itself well in this humidity. The soul sometimes flourishes, all in tandem with the stock market. It’s in fashion to despise the idea of a soul. They won’t When the arm pulls away, it tears with it pieces of cloth, because nakedness has always been an option. The nails are long, carved. Too long since I’ve seen my arm on-its-own, under the gentle, sickly light, appreciating its on-its-ownness. The face pulls away. It kisses the mirror. Kissing is boring. There is a rain that exists without a source. Pink and naked. The faucet perhaps. Nobody believes me. Miasma rises from the road. Not a thing is misplaced. I’m left to put the fabric over it. Spit on the window. And polish it. Because nobody likes how glass tastes. When the neighbors pull away, I will not miss them. They’ve always been watching me eat. And my gypsum face. I think they’re fascinated because they’re so tired of drinking up those long afternoons, all-too-long afternoons where before the sun drops they can already feel a stinging in their eyelashes, that their own lashes despise them, and that’s what makes them fascinated. Ash without fire. From time to time, they should really think about gardening; upkeep. Watering those lashes or something. When my breath pulls away, I will not miss i I don’t know. I can’t count. But certainly thousands of breaths since I’ve steeped myself in the air of this house. Infected myself into the house. Something so common does not need to be missed. The self pulls away. The neck pulls away. The window removes itself creating another window. The fathers pull away. Wrapped in skin bags. And then the village. Then is the word that helps us understand and process is our minds de facto answering in-the-illusion-of-proper-sequence such that pain doesn’t come in the way we think. The light of the opposite tree allows. The hand goes slowly dead. The houses go dead. Tomorrow I get a go. My soul in the cloth “in fashion” will follow. I don’t believe in thirst anymore. The mirror ends where the dinner bell begins.
standalone poem