standalone poem

Heliotrope

We discussed the merits of positive phototaxis
the way a life, without thinking,
bends toward the light source.

My name is a genus I can’t quite place,
something that blooms only at dusk.
I have tried to classify the architecture
of its silence: the brittle leaf
of a note left on the counter, the shed chrysalis
of a promise on the floor.

You move through the house
as if letting the world pass through you,
an earthworm’s blind contentment.
I am left to study the evidence:
a fingerprint on a glass,
the pale dust of moth wing on the sill.

At night, I dream of the sea,
of the soapfish that froths when threatened,
of the way a body can make its own defense
out of what is softest in itself. I wake up
tasting salt, which is the mineral of sorrow,
and you are still sleeping, your back to me,
a coastline I stand contemplating, one day
again, eclipsing all land.